LOVEMON

whenever i am done doing something
i will look at surrounding.
finding and searching for people.
but

no one would be there.
NO ONE
i know~
i know thats gonna happen
and always does.

no one to be blamed,
because i know
no one would have the patient of the whole world to wait
its my fault for ignoring
pursuing only my goals.

people need to move on,
they progressing,
so i dont expect for them to wait
who am i to get depressed just because people dont wait for me
am i that special?
no

im ordinary person.
so they dont wait.

BUT...
whenever i done doing something,
take a look around..
there will be only one
ONLY ONE,
always wait for me.

MY CAT, LEMON.

he will always be there
always~

no matter how ugly i am
no matter how bad i am
no matter how stupid i am
he always be there and love me the same.

thank you lemon, so much!

i really appreciate everything you do as a loyal cat.
THANK YOU :')

i would cry in my heart thinking you getting old
lay next to me as always
i know the time for forever goodbye will come one day
i know that.

it will be the most heart breaking

but for my most loyal companion i ever had
i will make the most of the moment im in now.

you might not pretty as other cat
your fur is not shining like other people's cat
your tail is short and and straight,
but, you are the most beautiful cat i ever seen.
and always will be.

you are my cat, and im your friend.

THANK YOU LEMON.
 really~ thank you. :')

lots of love <3

meet AIFA

 so there is a lady name aifa...

she is my best friend, ex roommate, house mate, even bedmate. lol.

you dont know how hard it is to draw these.

met her, last thursday.

AIPA

she is still the same amazing the way she is.

she is the one, that i can get weird with ( comfortably being myself) and have a deep and serious talk. (without any judgments)
she respect everyone and trying hard to please everyone.

to me everyone has flaws. but the most important is how the good sides overcome and shadow the flaws.

i believe, it is hard to describe a person through writings, because you have to know a person, friend with them. then you will know how awesome she is.

we even jokes that we would marry each other, if any of us happened to be a guy... but.. NO. haha

if i ever find a guy like her. i would drop everything! (well... i mean not everything~~i mean i would drop things in my hand if i ever hold anything) and pulls out a knife ( must be kiwi brand. must be) and threatens ask him to marry me! yesss... hahah hopefully not going to jail. *and why i even bring knife with me

this is the in famous kiwi brand knife.

im known for poker face, heartless, feelingless... but to be truthful im still a human though not a robot.

i am just an excellent pretender. haha. despite that, she knows me. she said that... if someone wants to get to know you, they have to know to read your eyes.. because your eyes show everything.. yes you are smiling right now but, your eyes.. they dont show it. are you sad? *dumbfounded yes that time, im quite sad. i dont remember why...

she has sense... hahaha : p

back in kuantan in 2011,18yo

found this picture! haha gila innocent

thank you for drew me, a tall-but-with-short-legs-purplish-and-assymetrical-body-propotion boyfriend

why he has only one toe~? ill bet he would easily fall while walking.

whatever it is...

AIFA the awesome lady!!!

MEMORIES

Sometimes... we just want the time to turn back.. especially those memories that you cherish the most~ <3

the senior of D'marketers

ATTENTION!
1) this post is too long. can cause boredom. make sure exercise or eat chocolate to increase you metabolism. to avoid sleepiness
2)typo and grammatical errors should be ignored because the writer is stressed out because of the finals.
3)finally, the writer thinks that Johnny Depp is handsome.


~now you may read~


this is the story of D' marketers society 2012/2013.. dedicated specially to the seniors.. lots of love the rock and roll junior farah aini.

  meet them :) sambutan hari raya at padang perindu.

the moment i first met them.. was when i was in a meeting of selecting new committees of d'marketers. honestly, i went there because my friends ask me to go.. so i attended. but in the meeting actually i dont like the ambience because there is no seriousness.. they laughed, they chit chatting, i wonder.. whether they were serious about this responsible... because whenever i went for meeting.. mostly in serious mood (muka ketat je semua) this meeting... its different and i dont like it. because of that  i want to withdraw from the society.. i met the president.. haziq hamid and told him my intentions.. but... haziq insisted.. and my friend pun give courages...  why not take it farah? haziq said: tengok gaya boleh.. then i give a thought... he gave his trust so... i accepted the challenge... bincang punya bincang.. then i took the sports exco position since that time i was the trainer for swimming fbm saf.
ps: it might be quiet long for introduction... but i just still remember what exactly happened during that time.. every bit of it.

that time i was still 19yo and in sem1... im so young.. but age is just a number..

then~~~~~~~~~~~~ the amazing things happen after that!


dodong dodong dodong~ (sound effect)

i was totally wrong~ totally!

there were very dedicated in their task.. we working together.. i might did a lot of stupid things sometimes.. and im sorry for that... sorry :( despite their playfulness, that is why they are creative! they talented, knowledgeable, responsible and what else you name it!

we are being one big family! i never felt left out.. they always ask my opinion in every meeting.. which i felt being trusted by them.. because trustworthiness is really important in human's life. they respect each other.. do something without returns.. 

they always there when i need helps in certain things.. like how it difficult it was for me to handle the freaking SAF.. to search for 60 people that would dance even i dont dance but for the sake of this thing i did anyway (hilang macho gua)... the outfit.. banner..or whatever can be related to. it was super hectic.. but i would never made it.. if you guys werent there.. it is because of you guys.. :) we did it.. actually, i thought that we couldnt win because we should be disqualified because we were not enough of 60 people.. sbb ada yg tarik diri di saat2 akhir.. ada 5 org jumpa kte nk tarik diri the 10 minutes before perbarisan tu.. and sabrina witnessed it.. (actually only 42 people to be exact) but then pasrah je la.. i never thought we would get 1st place. it was a big achievement for me and to all of us! 

thank you guys!

stadium uitm

because of d'marketers i entered a band. the box

because of them ive experienced to be a facilitator especially for prestige high schools.. it was a great expansion for my eyes to see

smk seri putri cyberjaya myipo

i might complained about the stressfulness of being the exco.. however, i would never forget what we've been through, the experienced, the laughter, the drama, the sengalness. it was one of the best thing ever happened to me. : )

this is the place where i met hotties, happy people, funny people, cuties, those smiles, and unfunny jokes sometimes, retissss~, nerd, weird and freaking weird.

i might disliked at first but.. i gained love to this society, and give everything, my dinner, my tests, my sleeps... but it was worth it.. because not just me.. all of them did the same thing.. :)

and im happy being one of them, one of the legacy of d/marketers society uitm shah alam.

i hope the new committees would continue the legacy, because we love the society no matter how bad it is.

to the seniors:

please stay awesome, and memorable.

goodluck for your internship! 

goof luck

sorry if i ever did mistakes

and thank you!!

thats all! thank you folks!!!

buh bye buh bye buh bye

ps: young and beautiful by lana del ray is just dope!

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