AIFA.
Happy belated birthday! sweet 20. sorry I was late for wishing you happy birthday!. hahah im sorry even im busy living my life for the future(lol that sounds cheesy) but I shouldn't forget your birthday and so do Shima's birthday! oh my god.. Im not being a good friend here. happy belated birthday to shima and you..
lately being missing you guys... I just give a thought how a short period of times we can be so close together~
its typical for Capricorn for not trusting anyone, telling their innermost thoughts, really hard to understand. and yes till now I don't tell people much about me and many people don't understand me either. even im not in a very good mood. I would just smile and look strong on the outside and hard, thus people tend to say im feelingless yet im still have heart though haha maybe because of my pride and ego that's why.
but when I meet you and shima just for 2 sems we tend to be so close. id never been so close to anyone before. even I might be in the circle of friends, im really close to them, appreciating them loves them. but its hard for me to gain my trust to anyone. except you and shima.
I remember how my eye really hurts when something big and sharp got into my eye. damn.. my cornea being scratched by that thing. it was so painful.. and you know I don't tell anyone about it and just sit in the balcony alone try to stand the pain alone. while everyone sleeping. but you saw me and angry at me because didn't tell anyone. then you sent me to clinic.
and being treated by very young dr hahahah
ok where was I..??
we can be weird together and we wont comment on each other weirdness because we all weird in our way hahaha. we being ourselves and not satisfying other people's feelings and still being very happy.
im not kind of person who would tell their feelings, but when you saw me you always know, and I hate you for that.
and the book I gave to you 'the story of you' actually I haven't read them I just read 2 pages but then I knew you were not in a good mood that time.. I gave the book to you.. because its really a good book I must say. then till now I haven't read the book yet cari dekat library dah x de dah. librarian ni x letak balik ke buku tu dekat rak.
actually I don't know what I wrote.. I think its really corny and chessy ewwwwwwwwwwwww...... but sometimes, if we appreciate someone we should let down our ego to tell them they are appreciated so that they would feel loved that's what I read in psychology books.. and you deserve it and so as shima. because I appreciate you and that's what friends should do. because if you gain Capricorn's trust.. you wont regret and they would help you always.
if I were to tell every happy moments we had together with shima.. it will take years. so sampai sini jelah..
actually I lost my words and went blank.. tadi punyalah banyak nk tulis sbb tu tulis dekat blog..
anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
and may always be happy... always because when you are happy you tend to be kind.. and everyone likes kind people. quotes by kim hyun joong.
I miss shima.. da lama x jumpa dia. so bye partner in crime. that's all. ;)
