BEAUTY

PAULO COELHO
is a writer, a poet, a novelist
awesome wise old and full of wisdom man.
this is some of his sweet opinion in his book manuscript in ACCRA
Beauty exists not in sameness
February 25, 2013 by Paulo Coelho

Beauty exists not in sameness but in difference.

Who could imagine a giraffe without its long neck or a cactus without its spines?
The irregularity of the mountain peaks that surround us is what makes them so imposing. If we tried to make them all the same, they would no longer command our respect.

It is the imperfect that astonishes and attracts us.

When we look at a cedar tree, we don’t think: ‘The branches should be all the same length.’
We think: ‘How strong it is.’

When we see a snake, we never say: ‘He is crawling along the ground, while I am walking with head erect.’
We think: ‘He might be small, but his skin is colourful, his movements elegant, and he is more powerful than me.’

When the camel crosses the desert and takes us to the place we want to reach, we never say: ‘He’s humpbacked and has ugly teeth.’
We think: ‘He deserves my love for his loyalty and help. Without him, I would never be able to explore the world.’

A sunset is always more beautiful when it is covered with irregularly shaped clouds, because only then can it reflect the many colours out of which dreams and poetry are made.

Pity those who think: ‘I am not beautiful. That’s why Love has not knocked at my door.’
In fact, Love did knock, but when they opened the door, they weren’t prepared to welcome Love in.

They were too busy trying to make themselves beautiful first, when, in fact, they were fine as they were.
They were trying to imitate others, when Love was looking for something original.

They were trying to reflect what came from outside, forgetting that the brightest light comes from within.
-PAULO COELHO

the story of kiwi lover

KIWI
 i like kiwi.

i dont know why, everything is just taste better with kiwi! haha even with pavlova, iceblended. plus it contains thousands of benefits makes me like it more!

same as i like green frog!

i like green frog. there is something about a cute little creature that is green jumping around. it looks so cute :)

THE 4D PERSONALITY 

this is what people call me. what does it means... it means weird, eccentric, wacky, quirky, whatever words that can be related to.

its not really an insults, even if its the truth, because it shows how unique im being myself hahaha.

the 4D personality actually is a korean slang for people that thinking out of this world, well, thats what i know. u guys can google it.. 

yeah i give a thought about this, after my friend ask me.. for my birthday, what i want for present. and my answer is blanket but expensive one. my friend ask, why blanket? because... u ask me what i want.. i want blanket. but if its a gift, then make sure it is different and special compared to my other blankets. so that i can cherish it while im asleep. my friend said: yeah i should prepare myself to hear things like that from farah, pelik betul dia ni..however despite, what ever my friend said how weird i am but to me blanket is something that people would use everyday, longlasting, beautiful (depends), meaningful (bcos it keeps me warm while im shivering cold). so its a thing that covers all requirements of a gift, which most people want to give and receive a gift that is, people would cherish, keep, use, remember, pretty, and longlasting. and thats how im thinking. isnt it true

ps: am i that weird? 

FRIENDS

yup friends <3

what i want to say is all about friends. however how friends can affect us, the way we live, thinking and lifestyle.

well, lately, i can see the tense of PRU13 in Malaysia. eventhough its already ended but still i can see the fires of the malaysians especially the one whom still cannot vote, since the age that eligible to vote is 21 and above. i just cant understand how, they are so tense about this PRU but they dont even vote and still underage to talk about politics, and even more daring than most elders whom can vote.
just relaxx ok. fuhh.

anyway regardless about the politics. i just want peace for malaysia, not bias to any party but feel and see by yourself not just believing the internet. now i know why the Republic of China close the internet for their citizen. as they said internet brings more harm. also they said that, if u want to gain knowledge doesnt mean you must have internet, we have a lot of books which more reliable than the internet sources. plus, internet teach them to be lazy. wow! asians spoke~

somehow, i can agree to that, but internet teach me alot of things btw. its just how we using it. as far as i concern, in malaysia, some people can control their emotions, but some just cant. and these people is the one who always update and spread the words. terlalu ekstreme. we dont have to be extreme because being in the middle sometimes you can compare and watch, thru this we can check and balance. by that we can get more information and more mature the way we thinking and the way we solve problems.

so how can i relate this to my post's title..friends

because with friends we can learn to control our emotions and be more mature. if we really want to think out of the box or open your mind towards anything. its all about friends. there is the truth about a quote which is

"friends determine who you are"-anonymous

if you want to find friends and be open minded, search friends from different background like:-

1. friends that millionaire, billionaire, (simple words crazily rich)
2. friends that rich
3. friends that a little bit richer than middle class
4. friends from middle class(average like most of us)
5. friends from a little bit lower than middle class
6. friends that poor
7. friends that pauper
8. friends that aborigines (orang asli)
9. friends that intellectual
10. friends that normal
11. friends that weird
12. friends from gangster group
13. friends that stupid(immature)
14. friends that mature
15. friends with children
16. friends with wise and old people
17. friends with the same age with yours
18. friends from different races
19. friends from other countries
20. friends that really charismatic
21. friends that berpengaruh
22. friends that extraordinarily berpengaruh
23. friends with different religions
24. friends that really strong belief towards their religions
25. friends that atheist
26. friends that not really strong belief towards their religions.

conclusion is friends with everyone!!!

yes friends with everyone, with everyone. not just in your level of class, intellectual, minded and life style. i have friends from all groups that listed in the list. and makes me go stronger and mature. the way im thinking changes. we see the same things but in different perspectives. so with these friends, we grow older and more mature. and im still 19 years old there are so much things that i have to learn. and im still learning from these people. it makes me think wiser than my age. if we appreciate friendship, we would be wiser, day by day.
so based on these people perspectives, we can give a thought about the future especially our country which really tense now.

just be silence but full, we would be more happy, chill and eat some muruku( i miss muruka lama x makan) lemang, and kuey teow and drink teh tarik

again friends make you happy. :)) peace

i love peace forever for not just me but also for my generations after me. ^_________^

he is different

its quite awhile~ its a month already since the last entry that i posted. busy like hell busyyyyy!! so hi everyone!! ahhah so how's your life.. good? or indifferent? hahha mine just good. so today.. i would post quite a serious post.. serious to me.. less picture would be posted. :) so its about a guy that i just knew.. soo here it is..

i just got to know a blogger. he is a guy. obviously.. =.=" . but i really respect his opinion and its the same line with my opinion too. its quite hard to find a guy like him n this era plus with his age in 20's something. plus, he can get any girl he wants. with good looking, intellectual, play sports and independent. he's never been in any relationship before. as he said that. his love just for the one whom really deserved. he doesnt want a relationship like most of his friends into which is a relationship just to learn... wa cakap sama lu~ hahah jiwang jugak mamat ni. as he said. relationship is not like a test drive. so, he choose to love after marriage. susah jugak nak cari orang macam ni. hmmm..

and my opinion is the same with him. of course at certain time. we would give a thought to have a relationship. as everyone said why farah? x laku ke? hahaha. or most guys dont have the guts to get to near to me. as i looked like high maintenance. or whatever.. and some of them also said why dont you try. blaja la nanti tau macam mana nak confront any relationship problems. (ewwww.. thats just too cheesy..) i just dont care with what people gonna say. i have my own principle in life. and i always believe my principle and stay loyal to it.

this blogger also respects women. i always see,, how he treats ladies.  he also one of my friend like not really close but when we having a chat or discussion together. he treats me like a princess weeee~ :) i find it quite fascinating. haha : ). this doesnt mean that i have a crush on him ok.. its always like that. if i compliment someone that means i have a crush on him.. lepas tu gossip sampai dia tahu then he thinks that i like him.. haha definitely no!. i compliment someone coz they deserve it. same goes with him.

sooo.. moral of the story when it comes to this kind of matter. its all depends on you. everyone has their own opinion about it. sooo. anyway what ever road you choose be happy and be strong.. one more thing... always... always and alwaysssss choose the path that makes you happy. choose to make you happy. happy. be happy folks :))

thats all for today.. weeeee~

busy mizzy lizzy

its quite awhile i posted things.. man~ im so busy this month.. next month gonna be like super duper crazy massive big bigger biggest expensive not cheap hectic month. 

its really tiring being one of the exco in faculty's society. it is totally different feeling  being a chief of student's council in school and just an exco in sports. it is bigger concept and more to the real life or reality situation. but there are many benefits being one of the exco i got to meet many celebrities even contact with them, ceo's of big company, lecturers, dean's faculty and can get to know the latest information of anything so i wont left behind.

not just that, i even entered commercial music class for my co-curriculum. and we have to perform.. man~ ive to practice too. im not playing the keyboard almost 1 year. now i have to polish back so i wont left behind and being the same level with other students. music like sports too if you left it for 1 month it felts like u left it for 1 year.. you have to catch up.. because everyone progressing. thats why athletes have to train everyday.

along those hectic activities, i have a business to take care of too. busy, busy.

being a daughter, being a friend, a sister , an auntie and student also have lot of things to do.

being a class treasurer, and many assignments have to assign. of course i want to get awesome grades for this sem so i have to study as well. like a dean list student. 

wow i assume that time is my biggest enemy now. 

my house located quite far from my university. so i have to wake up early, and search the parking spot oh my god... in uitm its like seriously i said like hell. even got clamped by polis bantuan once. btw they are nice though. they are really friendly. 

luckily i dont have any special friend, i think it would be more tiring, i guess. if i do have someone in my private life. i hope he can understands me. but still, i dont have time to search one and gain feelings for anyone... haha

so thats why, i dont really have time to post lately...

btw im still happy with this life weee heeeee~!! im a positivist.. in this young age we have to use our energy.. so we can gain knowledge, skills, experiences. because in this young age we in the condition where we at the peak of our health. so use it wisely. then when you get older you have more money and can relax at home.

when i get older i want to retire early  and use the rest of life helps the society, travel around the world with my love one and enjoy the nature where i dont really feel when i was in the busy young age.

sooo bye2! be happy and positive!

RAIN 2

everything just went wrong today.. been alone again to gain confidence and my happy luck. went to class early but didnt entered. yup.. it seems there is always up and down in life.

AWESOME WEEK!

I said that i would post about my trip in Padang. but i think that would be postponed to anytime i want to post.

its quite a while i updated my blog. being busy lately. busy with college stuffs and many more.

as the title above yup! awesome week!

along this week there are many miracles and unexpected things happened!

it all began when i helped someone and i was late to class that time. but i guess that person is more important. so i decided to help that person. however my lecturer doesnt like that i was late to his class. i was kinda sad since first impression is really important to me.

*and the awesome now is coming through~

*dodododdodododdoooong*effect


but then since that day, impossible things happened to me.

-when i was walking in a such a hot, dry weather to my class, there was a couple willingly give me a ride. at first i refused, *seganla =^.^= and could be dangerous too. to be short. i entered the car and zooom~ pergi kelas. millions of thanks to those couple. really! THANKS

-there was a guy willingly wants to help me to pay my parking ticket. at first again i refused..*thinking that there is none of people would do that accept they have hidden intentions. but he just put his money to the ticket machine thingy. he also helped me carry my heavy plastic bags to my car.. he so nice~ i would marry him. just kidding haha. who says nice guy finished last! if they do..but still not to me~ : )

-watched 2 movies with 2 different persons but both paid it for me. thank you my friends! : ) love you <3

ok just kidding XD

-i laugh all the time now.. im just too happy along this week

-my mum willingly wants to pay car's petrol gas full tank for this week. which mostly my parents hardly would do that. because ive been brought up by my parents to be independent. same goes to my other siblings.

- i got 50% discount for any KKhome items.

-my arrogant cats now became more tame to me. weeeee

and many miracles happened but i just dont remember.

as conclusion help people that really need our help. because Allah would help you at the time where you really need help the most. remember karma always exist. and dont forget! be happy, that positive aura that u released would affect your day and your surroundings.

btw i really wanna say millions of thanks to those that help me. THANK YOU so  much! *kiss you on the forehead.

thats all folks!!

ps: random awesome by yuna just amazing~ <3

i just love ryan higa

sooooooooooooo byeppp!!