he is different

its quite awhile~ its a month already since the last entry that i posted. busy like hell busyyyyy!! so hi everyone!! ahhah so how's your life.. good? or indifferent? hahha mine just good. so today.. i would post quite a serious post.. serious to me.. less picture would be posted. :) so its about a guy that i just knew.. soo here it is..

i just got to know a blogger. he is a guy. obviously.. =.=" . but i really respect his opinion and its the same line with my opinion too. its quite hard to find a guy like him n this era plus with his age in 20's something. plus, he can get any girl he wants. with good looking, intellectual, play sports and independent. he's never been in any relationship before. as he said that. his love just for the one whom really deserved. he doesnt want a relationship like most of his friends into which is a relationship just to learn... wa cakap sama lu~ hahah jiwang jugak mamat ni. as he said. relationship is not like a test drive. so, he choose to love after marriage. susah jugak nak cari orang macam ni. hmmm..

and my opinion is the same with him. of course at certain time. we would give a thought to have a relationship. as everyone said why farah? x laku ke? hahaha. or most guys dont have the guts to get to near to me. as i looked like high maintenance. or whatever.. and some of them also said why dont you try. blaja la nanti tau macam mana nak confront any relationship problems. (ewwww.. thats just too cheesy..) i just dont care with what people gonna say. i have my own principle in life. and i always believe my principle and stay loyal to it.

this blogger also respects women. i always see,, how he treats ladies.  he also one of my friend like not really close but when we having a chat or discussion together. he treats me like a princess weeee~ :) i find it quite fascinating. haha : ). this doesnt mean that i have a crush on him ok.. its always like that. if i compliment someone that means i have a crush on him.. lepas tu gossip sampai dia tahu then he thinks that i like him.. haha definitely no!. i compliment someone coz they deserve it. same goes with him.

sooo.. moral of the story when it comes to this kind of matter. its all depends on you. everyone has their own opinion about it. sooo. anyway what ever road you choose be happy and be strong.. one more thing... always... always and alwaysssss choose the path that makes you happy. choose to make you happy. happy. be happy folks :))

thats all for today.. weeeee~

busy mizzy lizzy

its quite awhile i posted things.. man~ im so busy this month.. next month gonna be like super duper crazy massive big bigger biggest expensive not cheap hectic month. 

its really tiring being one of the exco in faculty's society. it is totally different feeling  being a chief of student's council in school and just an exco in sports. it is bigger concept and more to the real life or reality situation. but there are many benefits being one of the exco i got to meet many celebrities even contact with them, ceo's of big company, lecturers, dean's faculty and can get to know the latest information of anything so i wont left behind.

not just that, i even entered commercial music class for my co-curriculum. and we have to perform.. man~ ive to practice too. im not playing the keyboard almost 1 year. now i have to polish back so i wont left behind and being the same level with other students. music like sports too if you left it for 1 month it felts like u left it for 1 year.. you have to catch up.. because everyone progressing. thats why athletes have to train everyday.

along those hectic activities, i have a business to take care of too. busy, busy.

being a daughter, being a friend, a sister , an auntie and student also have lot of things to do.

being a class treasurer, and many assignments have to assign. of course i want to get awesome grades for this sem so i have to study as well. like a dean list student. 

wow i assume that time is my biggest enemy now. 

my house located quite far from my university. so i have to wake up early, and search the parking spot oh my god... in uitm its like seriously i said like hell. even got clamped by polis bantuan once. btw they are nice though. they are really friendly. 

luckily i dont have any special friend, i think it would be more tiring, i guess. if i do have someone in my private life. i hope he can understands me. but still, i dont have time to search one and gain feelings for anyone... haha

so thats why, i dont really have time to post lately...

btw im still happy with this life weee heeeee~!! im a positivist.. in this young age we have to use our energy.. so we can gain knowledge, skills, experiences. because in this young age we in the condition where we at the peak of our health. so use it wisely. then when you get older you have more money and can relax at home.

when i get older i want to retire early  and use the rest of life helps the society, travel around the world with my love one and enjoy the nature where i dont really feel when i was in the busy young age.

sooo bye2! be happy and positive!

RAIN 2

everything just went wrong today.. been alone again to gain confidence and my happy luck. went to class early but didnt entered. yup.. it seems there is always up and down in life.

AWESOME WEEK!

I said that i would post about my trip in Padang. but i think that would be postponed to anytime i want to post.

its quite a while i updated my blog. being busy lately. busy with college stuffs and many more.

as the title above yup! awesome week!

along this week there are many miracles and unexpected things happened!

it all began when i helped someone and i was late to class that time. but i guess that person is more important. so i decided to help that person. however my lecturer doesnt like that i was late to his class. i was kinda sad since first impression is really important to me.

*and the awesome now is coming through~

*dodododdodododdoooong*effect


but then since that day, impossible things happened to me.

-when i was walking in a such a hot, dry weather to my class, there was a couple willingly give me a ride. at first i refused, *seganla =^.^= and could be dangerous too. to be short. i entered the car and zooom~ pergi kelas. millions of thanks to those couple. really! THANKS

-there was a guy willingly wants to help me to pay my parking ticket. at first again i refused..*thinking that there is none of people would do that accept they have hidden intentions. but he just put his money to the ticket machine thingy. he also helped me carry my heavy plastic bags to my car.. he so nice~ i would marry him. just kidding haha. who says nice guy finished last! if they do..but still not to me~ : )

-watched 2 movies with 2 different persons but both paid it for me. thank you my friends! : ) love you <3

ok just kidding XD

-i laugh all the time now.. im just too happy along this week

-my mum willingly wants to pay car's petrol gas full tank for this week. which mostly my parents hardly would do that. because ive been brought up by my parents to be independent. same goes to my other siblings.

- i got 50% discount for any KKhome items.

-my arrogant cats now became more tame to me. weeeee

and many miracles happened but i just dont remember.

as conclusion help people that really need our help. because Allah would help you at the time where you really need help the most. remember karma always exist. and dont forget! be happy, that positive aura that u released would affect your day and your surroundings.

btw i really wanna say millions of thanks to those that help me. THANK YOU so  much! *kiss you on the forehead.

thats all folks!!

ps: random awesome by yuna just amazing~ <3

i just love ryan higa

sooooooooooooo byeppp!!

college alert!!

ha ha hahahahahah ahhahaha hahahahaha haakkkkks

ps: i just wanna laugh

* kiss u on the cheeks

and

fly away~

*landing back

and

start typing again

soo.. i just got back home from my vacation in Padang, Indonesia. it was superb!! its the best oversea vacation ever!! i really mean it. even though i do went to other countries as well and every each of them are priceless but this one is the best i guess. i would talk about it in my next post.

this place is freakingly cool!! at lawang

so... back with the main topic.. wait i havent said anything about the main topic.. hahahhahahahahaahhaahahahahahahahahah
ps: i just wanna laugh

sooo.. back with the main topic <--- now i can say that. wee :)
 as you can see the title above... yes college alert.
arghhhhhhhh!!! *biting the pillow till i have to buy another pillow

money wasted.

my class is gonna start next week. the second sems in uitm shah alam. after given a month semester break now i have to polish back my brain put some oil for it to process like other normal students. its gonna be a tough start. looking back what am i doing along this holiday!! im just being lazy like a slacky sloth * a pokemon character* not forget to mention my never ending love towards food. i eat and eat and eat and poop and drink and eat summore then i wash my hands hehe. now im getting fat. because there are many jeans that i cant even fit to wear.. WUT THE HELLO! self conscious~ *saying this after woke up in the middle of the night just to eat instant noodles because to hungry and cannot sleep comfortably. true story*

thumbs up for one of the best invention in the world the mighty delicious instant noodles!

 so back to the main topic again. yeah, my first class of second semester start next week. a lot of things has to be prepared. haih.. hopefully everything will go smoothly. even my mental not yet prepared. i just dont understand my friends. all of them seems so excited to start the second sems. however good for them :)

so thats all!!!!! bye-bye
*still eating*

rain~

if everything play their pace smoothly. then you will not learned. no heart breaking makes you weak myb not on the outside but in the side who knows. you have to learn how to sew back the broken pieces of yours. dont be a strong person, because strength wont last forever, but be a SURVIVOR! because survivor is stronger than strong, harder than hard, more patient than patient, more independent than independent... because everyone knows there is nothing in this world that is perfect including our lives, we lack on a lot of things.. alot.. yes alot..but thats life.. we have to survive or we fall.  so are you a survivor?

ps: im sorry, i cant be perfect. im sorry. : (

THE MAGIC of thinking BIG

when i was goofing around like always.. eat n run n jump,

dodoong~*effect

i found a book titled "THE MAGIC OF THINKING BIG" written by David J. Schwartz at my auntie house,yesterday

i like non fiction books more than fiction books. and i read them alot too. but this book. is different, maybe it comes to me in a perfect time and situation. which makes it special in some way.

so i sum it up and briefly the book contents are like this.

the power of how you think not intelligence.

-we underestimate our own main brain power

-we overestimate others main brain power

-we underestimate others ability.

i know many of us always heard about being confident, and u can do it. believe in the power of i can do it!
yes thats true.. but to me in this urban era, the number of people who are not confident is decreasing....but there are many people with over confidence out there! like me. over confident is good but just not too over confident my friends. they can kill. ive been murdered a lot.. alot with this attitude. so think about it overconfident fellow out there.

what makes me hate about the education system in malaysia, the traditional people, they tend to look at.. what course does she took, the results, which university. your achievement in study is really matter to them if not, you will look down. no wonder the statistics of students with mental illness is increasing each year. and the exam 100% about books. filled with facts. memorized it. because of test everyone just like in a rat test. but are they going too use it in the future?. they memorized it just for the sake of the exam, not because they like it, they want it.. to me

STUDY SHOULD BE FUN

this book teach me about interest! yes interest. if we have interest, we have passion and enthusiasm.

"Dont chase for success, but chase for excellence, success will come after you...to get excellence you must have to work with passion"- 3 idiots movie.

 really love this movie 3 idiots!

what really matters not how much intelligence u have but how u use what u do have.

a person that is positive,optimistic and cooperative attitude, with an IQ of 100 earn more money, win respects,achieve more success than negative, pessimistic, uncooperative individual, with an IQ 120.

to me results, the achievement doesnt really matters, but the way you think, you yourselves must be knowledgeable. there are a lot of people out there with PHD but still thinking like a diploma student. diploma students thinking like a high schooler. for example in this book:


a guy with Phd in unmentioned programme from New York University.
-intelligent person but
-filled with negative
-always thought he is superior than others
-think people not as smart as him
-always do what he wants without others agreement
he gains no respects from anyone. thats why how you guide your intelligence that really matters.

but what i like the most in this book.
someone asked Einstein "how many feet are in a mile?"
Einstein replied "i dont know. why should i fill my brain with facts i can find in 2 minutes in any standard reference books"

Einstein teach us to use your mind to think than use it as a warehouse for facts. be a thinker not a memorizer. experts cant think, he can only memorize, human encyclopedia. we can buy facts through any books but not problem solver, think up ideas, someone who can make money. 

so i end this post with some dialogues in 3 Idiots movie;

chanchad
-you have 30 seconds to define these terms.

everyone busy search it in books.

*30 seconds pass

-time up, no one got the answer? now rewind your life for a minute. when i asked this question were you excited?curios? thrilled that you'd learn something new?anyone? no.. you all got into frantic race. whats the use of such methods, even if you come first.

will your knowledge increase? no, just the pressure. this is college not a pressure cooker. even a circus lion learned to sit on a chair in the fear of the whip. people didnt call the lion well educated but well trained.

sooo. be positive folks! renung-renungkan~

just think in what ever result you get whether you failed or succeed, remember maybe its all written by Allah for good reasons. however hardship is needed to be excellence

^__________________^

be happy. hem bok kage~

ps: bubble tea is cancerous 0.0.. i just dont understand why delicious food always cancerous T.T