Sunday, 11 August 2013

My personalDNA Report

personal dna

why dont you try it? ;) damn its soooooo true~~ to the level of scary~~ ps:the link is at the above... yeah click it.. click it... clicccckkkkk it! woooo~ wooooo~ woooo~ (owl sounding)

Wednesday, 31 July 2013

happy birthday!! to my sweet friend

to my sweet friend
AIFA.




Happy belated birthday! sweet 20. sorry I was late for wishing you happy birthday!. hahah im sorry even im busy living my life for the future(lol that sounds cheesy) but I shouldn't forget your birthday and so do Shima's birthday! oh my god.. Im not being a good friend here. happy belated birthday to shima and you..

lately being missing you guys... I just give a thought how a short period of times we can be so close together~

its typical for Capricorn for not trusting anyone, telling their innermost thoughts, really hard to understand. and yes till now I don't tell people much about me and many people don't understand me either. even im not in a very good mood. I would just smile and look strong on the outside and hard, thus people tend to say im feelingless yet im still have heart though haha maybe because of my pride and ego that's why.

but when I meet you and shima just for 2 sems we tend to be so close. id never been so close to anyone before. even I might be in the circle of friends, im really close to them, appreciating them loves them. but its hard for me to gain my trust to anyone. except you and shima.

I remember how my eye really hurts when something big and sharp got into my eye. damn.. my cornea being scratched by that thing. it was so painful.. and you know I don't tell anyone about it and just sit in the balcony alone try to stand the pain alone. while everyone sleeping. but you saw me and angry at me because didn't tell anyone. then you sent me to clinic.
and being treated by very young dr hahahah

ok where was I..??

we can be weird together and we wont comment on each other weirdness because we all weird in our way hahaha. we being ourselves and not satisfying other people's feelings and still being very happy.

im not kind of person who would tell their feelings, but when you saw me you always know, and I hate you for that.

and the book I gave to you 'the story of you' actually I haven't read them I just read 2 pages but then I knew you were not in a good mood that time.. I gave the book to you.. because its really a good book I must say. then till now I haven't read the book yet cari dekat library dah x de dah. librarian ni x letak balik ke buku tu dekat rak.

actually I don't know what I wrote.. I think its really corny and chessy ewwwwwwwwwwwww...... but sometimes, if we appreciate someone we should let down our ego to tell them they are appreciated so that they would feel loved that's what I read in psychology books.. and you deserve it and so as shima. because I appreciate you and that's what friends should do. because if you gain Capricorn's trust.. you wont regret and they would help you always.

if I were to tell every happy moments we had together with shima.. it will take years. so sampai sini jelah..

actually I lost my words and went blank.. tadi punyalah banyak nk tulis sbb tu tulis dekat blog..

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
 and may always be happy... always because when you are happy you tend to be kind.. and everyone likes kind people. quotes by kim hyun joong.

I miss shima.. da lama x jumpa dia. so bye partner in crime. that's all. ;)





Friday, 7 June 2013

BEAUTY

PAULO COELHO
is a writer, a poet, a novelist
awesome wise old and full of wisdom man.
this is some of his sweet opinion in his book manuscript in ACCRA
Beauty exists not in sameness
February 25, 2013 by Paulo Coelho

Beauty exists not in sameness but in difference.

Who could imagine a giraffe without its long neck or a cactus without its spines?
The irregularity of the mountain peaks that surround us is what makes them so imposing. If we tried to make them all the same, they would no longer command our respect.

It is the imperfect that astonishes and attracts us.

When we look at a cedar tree, we don’t think: ‘The branches should be all the same length.’
We think: ‘How strong it is.’

When we see a snake, we never say: ‘He is crawling along the ground, while I am walking with head erect.’
We think: ‘He might be small, but his skin is colourful, his movements elegant, and he is more powerful than me.’

When the camel crosses the desert and takes us to the place we want to reach, we never say: ‘He’s humpbacked and has ugly teeth.’
We think: ‘He deserves my love for his loyalty and help. Without him, I would never be able to explore the world.’

A sunset is always more beautiful when it is covered with irregularly shaped clouds, because only then can it reflect the many colours out of which dreams and poetry are made.

Pity those who think: ‘I am not beautiful. That’s why Love has not knocked at my door.’
In fact, Love did knock, but when they opened the door, they weren’t prepared to welcome Love in.

They were too busy trying to make themselves beautiful first, when, in fact, they were fine as they were.
They were trying to imitate others, when Love was looking for something original.

They were trying to reflect what came from outside, forgetting that the brightest light comes from within.
-PAULO COELHO

Thursday, 30 May 2013

the story of kiwi lover

KIWI
 i like kiwi.

i dont know why, everything is just taste better with kiwi! haha even with pavlova, iceblended. plus it contains thousands of benefits makes me like it more!

same as i like green frog!
i like green frog. there is something about a cute little creature that is green jumping around. it looks so cute :)

THE 4D PERSONALITY 

this is what people call me. what does it means... it means weird, eccentric, wacky, quirky, whatever words that can be related to.
its not really an insults, even if its the truth, because it shows how unique im being myself hahaha.
the 4D personality actually is a korean slang for people that thinking out of this world, well, thats what i know. u guys can google it.. 

yeah i give a thought about this, after my friend ask me.. for my birthday, what i want for present. and my answer is blanket but expensive one. my friend ask, why blanket? because... u ask me what i want.. i want blanket. but if its a gift, then make sure it is different and special compared to my other blankets. so that i can cherish it while im asleep. my friend said: yeah i should prepare myself to hear things like that from farah, pelik betul dia ni..however despite, what ever my friend said how weird i am but to me blanket is something that people would use everyday, longlasting, beautiful (depends), meaningful (bcos it keeps me warm while im shivering cold). so its a thing that covers all requirements of a gift, which most people want to give and receive a gift that is, people would cherish, keep, use, remember, pretty, and longlasting. and thats how im thinking. isnt it true

ps: am i that weird? 


Tuesday, 7 May 2013

FRIENDS

yup friends <3

what i want to say is all about friends. however how friends can affect us, the way we live, thinking and lifestyle.

well, lately, i can see the tense of PRU13 in Malaysia. eventhough its already ended but still i can see the fires of the malaysians especially the one whom still cannot vote, since the age that eligible to vote is 21 and above. i just cant understand how, they are so tense about this PRU but they dont even vote and still underage to talk about politics, and even more daring than most elders whom can vote.
just relaxx ok. fuhh.

anyway regardless about the politics. i just want peace for malaysia, not bias to any party but feel and see by yourself not just believing the internet. now i know why the Republic of China close the internet for their citizen. as they said internet brings more harm. also they said that, if u want to gain knowledge doesnt mean you must have internet, we have a lot of books which more reliable than the internet sources. plus, internet teach them to be lazy. wow! asians spoke~

somehow, i can agree to that, but internet teach me alot of things btw. its just how we using it. as far as i concern, in malaysia, some people can control their emotions, but some just cant. and these people is the one who always update and spread the words. terlalu ekstreme. we dont have to be extreme because being in the middle sometimes you can compare and watch, thru this we can check and balance. by that we can get more information and more mature the way we thinking and the way we solve problems.

so how can i relate this to my post's title..friends

because with friends we can learn to control our emotions and be more mature. if we really want to think out of the box or open your mind towards anything. its all about friends. there is the truth about a quote which is

"friends determine who you are"-anonymous
if you want to find friends and be open minded, search friends from different background like:-

  1. friends that millionaire, billionaire, (simple words crazily rich)
  2. friends that rich
  3. friends that a little bit richer than middle class
  4. friends from middle class(average like most of us)
  5. friends from a little bit lower than middle class
  6. friends that poor
  7. friends that pauper
  8. friends that aborigines (orang asli)
  9. friends that intellectual
  10. friends that normal
  11. friends that weird
  12. friends from gangster group
  13. friends that stupid(immature)
  14. friends that mature
  15. friends with children
  16. friends with wise and old people
  17. friends with the same age with yours
  18. friends from different races
  19. friends from other countries
  20. friends that really charismatic
  21. friends that berpengaruh
  22. friends that extraordinarily berpengaruh
  23. friends with different religions
  24. friends that really strong belief towards their religions
  25. friends that atheist
  26. friends that not really strong belief towards their religions.
conclusion is friends with everyone!!!

yes friends with everyone, with everyone. not just in your level of class, intellectual, minded and life style. i have friends from all groups that listed in the list. and makes me go stronger and mature. the way im thinking changes. we see the same things but in different perspectives. so with these friends, we grow older and more mature. and im still 19 years old there are so much things that i have to learn. and im still learning from these people. it makes me think wiser than my age. if we appreciate friendship, we would be wiser, day by day.
so based on these people perspectives, we can give a thought about the future especially our country which really tense now.

just be silence but full, we would be more happy, chill and eat some muruku( i miss muruka lama x makan) lemang, and kuey teow and drink teh tarik

again friends make you happy. :)) peace

i love peace forever for not just me but also for my generations after me. ^_________^



Sunday, 21 April 2013

he is different


its quite awhile~ its a month already since the last entry that i posted. busy like hell busyyyyy!! so hi everyone!! ahhah so how's your life.. good? or indifferent? hahha mine just good. so today.. i would post quite a serious post.. serious to me.. less picture would be posted. :) so its about a guy that i just knew.. soo here it is..




i just got to know a blogger. he is a guy. obviously.. =.=" . but i really respect his opinion and its the same line with my opinion too. its quite hard to find a guy like him n this era plus with his age in 20's something. plus, he can get any girl he wants. with good looking, intellectual, play sports and independent. he's never been in any relationship before. as he said that. his love just for the one whom really deserved. he doesnt want a relationship like most of his friends into which is a relationship just to learn... wa cakap sama lu~ hahah jiwang jugak mamat ni. as he said. relationship is not like a test drive. so, he choose to love after marriage. susah jugak nak cari orang macam ni. hmmm..




and my opinion is the same with him. of course at certain time. we would give a thought to have a relationship. as everyone said why farah? x laku ke? hahaha. or most guys dont have the guts to get to near to me. as i looked like high maintenance. or whatever.. and some of them also said why dont you try. blaja la nanti tau macam mana nak confront any relationship problems. (ewwww.. thats just too cheesy..) i just dont care with what people gonna say. i have my own principle in life. and i always believe my principle and stay loyal to it.




this blogger also respects women. i always see,, how he treats ladies.  he also one of my friend like not really close but when we having a chat or discussion together. he treats me like a princess weeee~ :) i find it quite fascinating. haha : ). this doesnt mean that i have a crush on him ok.. its always like that. if i compliment someone that means i have a crush on him.. lepas tu gossip sampai dia tahu then he thinks that i like him.. haha definitely no!. i compliment someone coz they deserve it. same goes with him.




sooo.. moral of the story when it comes to this kind of matter. its all depends on you. everyone has their own opinion about it. sooo. anyway what ever road you choose be happy and be strong.. one more thing... always... always and alwaysssss choose the path that makes you happy. choose to make you happy. happy. be happy folks :))




thats all for today.. weeeee~